I am lonely sometimes. sometimes I want to just pick up the phone and talk to another female. Some times I want to go have a pedicure with a friend. I am sure all the drama in my life the last few years has scared some potential friends off...but I did not cause the drama - aren't friends - real friends supposed to stick with you through thick and thin??? That's why it is so great to have my savior to lean on.
See God doesn't drop me when He is busy. He doesn't expect me to have a perfect life. He listens to me and checks up on me all the time. He loves me unconditionally. he truly is the perfect friend. Maybe instead of whining about things I don't have - I need to focus more on what I do have - it is a lesson I am learning from A book I am reading - The Energy Bus.
I have spent far too much energy focused on trying to get certain people to like me and to have friends - rather than being thankful for what I have. I need to cleanse my life of negative energy and focus on positive energy.
I will continue to do the things in this book and see what develops!!!
Maybe I can learn from Mia and Anneshia who have become fast friends!!!
